106.

Wasn't doing well at all a few days ago. Sort of kinda doing better now. Last thirty six hours or so I've gone from super-energetic, to sleeping twelve hours and waking up tired and late for work, to scribbling madly on my hand with a pen and miming hitting my monitor with my keyboard, to feeling okay and handling these well, to reading Twitter forgetting that doing that invariably sends me into a massive depression for the rest of night. Whoops! That's where I am at the moment.

I had vivid dreams during last night's twelve hour stint. In one of them, a random short guy who found me attractive described me to my friend (who quoted it back to me verbatim) as 'a sexy power pole'. I've been thinking about this phrase all day.

I need to find something to fill the void left by games because I keep just sticking game-shaped things in there and getting upset. Maybe reading more. The last time I started reading one of the books, I dropped it in a freak accident and damaged the cover a little and freaked the heck out and I haven't dared to touch them since, which is ridiculous considering it was a paperback edition of Dracula featuring some 1970s art of a middle aged man in a tuxedo with fake-ass teeth.

Oh, I bought the Kodansha Humble Bundle and read all of Heaven's Design Team, that was a pretty fun light read. Volume 2 ended on an extraordinarily silly cliffhanger; I can't even find a synopsis of what happens next let alone the release date for volume 3 and this bothers me disproportionately ahaha. Maybe I'll read Mushishi. Or the Powershell cookbook. Mmmmmm.