37.

I can (probably) afford to go back to university after all, but I've been so anxious and my executive functioning is so dysfunctional at the moment (e.g. it took me multiple hours to write A YOUTUBE COMMENT) that I haven't experienced any feelings of joy or relief about this. ._.

Life is rough. Good thing I have an electric blanket, a decent internet connection and a John Lee Hooker CD on repeat.