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Still nothing changing to the point my brain became suddenly fascinated with fandoms I don’t even like much any more and every LP I read makes me hate games more and more but I can’t stop reading them. When not doing this, I’m so out of it, it takes me hours to get up and open a window.
Considering I no longer have a car, there’s less possibility of anything changing (before I irrevocably lose my shit) than there was when I first moved back to the city. Looking back on the previous five years and realising it was a net loss? Not a nice feeling.
I’m probably flunking one unit out of three which honestly is STILL way better than my prior attempts, but if I do flunk it, trying to exit it gracefully due to brain worms (to save my grade average) opens me up potentially to being shafted by Centrelink AGAIN and
Well
Tl;dr I’m having a badly timed breakdown. I find these posts boring to write, so I probably won’t post here again until there’s a significant change. When will that happen? Maybe tomorrow. Probably a lot later. Hopefully soon. Death is preferable to this situation.
Considering I no longer have a car, there’s less possibility of anything changing (before I irrevocably lose my shit) than there was when I first moved back to the city. Looking back on the previous five years and realising it was a net loss? Not a nice feeling.
I’m probably flunking one unit out of three which honestly is STILL way better than my prior attempts, but if I do flunk it, trying to exit it gracefully due to brain worms (to save my grade average) opens me up potentially to being shafted by Centrelink AGAIN and
Well
Tl;dr I’m having a badly timed breakdown. I find these posts boring to write, so I probably won’t post here again until there’s a significant change. When will that happen? Maybe tomorrow. Probably a lot later. Hopefully soon. Death is preferable to this situation.
