New job (which I've moved for) is hard as heck but okay so far. I still feel a gnawing sense of anxiety all the time in my stomach, but frankly, my brain and body are arsed up (they treat things I have no control over as 'things I must personally fix right TF now or everything is over' you can imagine what a joyride politics takes me on) so I'd probably feel anxious even sitting on a beach drinking orange and guava juice. At least here I get money!
Most annoying thing is I have time (a lot of time actually) to myself I could use to write etc, but I've been too stuffed after work to take advantage of it. I see work behind my eyelids like Tetris pieces. Hoping I get used to it soon...
Most annoying thing is I have time (a lot of time actually) to myself I could use to write etc, but I've been too stuffed after work to take advantage of it. I see work behind my eyelids like Tetris pieces. Hoping I get used to it soon...