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It's weird how abruptly I become maudlin. I was doing fine today, resolved to do some much-needed cleaning/packing, then at around 5PM lost all my ability to care. I'm feeling the isolation, I guess. There's some friends and lifelines and I got an unexpected email from over east today, which is nice, but they're so intrinsically linked to bloody video bloody games I find it difficult to relate to them (the fact they missed my repeated game-related tantrums and try inviting me to game-related events is also annoying. Twitter is shit at everything, even getting your friends to read your angst posting, apparently!)
I get out a bit more, but nothing's come of it (except developing tinnitus apparently). Just this evening my housemate had the opportunity to meet new and interesting people, and all I can think about right now is that the last two strangers I interacted with were shouting weirdos literally abusing me while I waited for public transport. I'm aware the solution to this is in my own hands. I just wish the problem wasn't so fucking difficult!
Eh, I needed to vent about this before I go to bed. Another appointment tomorrow, maybe it'll help.
I get out a bit more, but nothing's come of it (except developing tinnitus apparently). Just this evening my housemate had the opportunity to meet new and interesting people, and all I can think about right now is that the last two strangers I interacted with were shouting weirdos literally abusing me while I waited for public transport. I'm aware the solution to this is in my own hands. I just wish the problem wasn't so fucking difficult!
Eh, I needed to vent about this before I go to bed. Another appointment tomorrow, maybe it'll help.