Last night, I resolved to make a minor but very significant change in how I act in my everyday life.
Today, has been really really super-duper stressful in my brain.
I choose to believe this is a coincidence and not a bizarre form of self-sabotage. Hearing about fans acting very poorly is probably not helping.
Something happened re: work that made me extremely angry. I chose not to bring it up at the time but now I'm regretting this decision. Constantly sweeping things that are actually super-bad problems under the rug, and making excuses about it being better for other people's mental health is... actually fuck, it's a recurring theme on this Dreamwidth account, innit???? Shit!! Okay, this is getting silly, I'm going to drink a lot of coffee then ring the person in question. Let's try to fix two major personality flaws in one day, why not
Today, has been really really super-duper stressful in my brain.
I choose to believe this is a coincidence and not a bizarre form of self-sabotage. Hearing about fans acting very poorly is probably not helping.
Something happened re: work that made me extremely angry. I chose not to bring it up at the time but now I'm regretting this decision. Constantly sweeping things that are actually super-bad problems under the rug, and making excuses about it being better for other people's mental health is... actually fuck, it's a recurring theme on this Dreamwidth account, innit???? Shit!! Okay, this is getting silly, I'm going to drink a lot of coffee then ring the person in question. Let's try to fix two major personality flaws in one day, why not