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Yowzers, that was probably one of the longer sustained periods of Everything Is Shitty I've ever experienced. I'm glad it calmed the hell down a bit. Life is still crap, but more like *grumbling under breath* rather than *screaming internally and externally*

This post is actually to say I'm going through with writing the NieR fic I mentioned. If anyone reading this is interested, it's here! I feel the writing quality is a little wonky--I have to compromise between 'the best writing I can possibly manage' and 'actually uploading something within the next ten years'--but it feels good to be doing it. I am curious to see how the unexpectedly enthused commenters I got feel about my weird old man gijinka lmao