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gbSomeone mentioned yesterday it hasn't occurred to them that the marriage equality postal """survey""" result could be No
Honestly, it hadn't occurred to me that it could be Yes or anything productive could come of it even in the long term, and I've been in this state for at least six years because the only things Australia has innovated on seem to be 'ways to treat refugees poorly' and 'tactile paper money'
There's a Greens thing on today but I don't have time to canvas or money to donate so I'm functionally useless and deeply inclined not to go.
"Uh, G, what about, yanno, moral support and camaraderie?" LMFAO that's what everyone loves Twitter for and Twitter is a bucket of dumpster juice! You think I'm going to risk putting myself in an environment like that in real life??
I know I'm being horrifyingly cynical but besides other things, I'm still in madly-catching-up-on-study mode exacerbated by the last huge mood downer I had. In a very literal sense, I do not have time for another downer. Today, I have to return to an exhibit I've already seen cos it was during said downer and the notes I took last time are incoherent!
I've wasted so much of my life doing things basically amounting to being other people's barely-noticed moral support, I've had it. I don't care if there's a bloody sausage sizzle.
I don't think any of my friends would understand why I've become so withdrawn and hostile if I tried to explain these things to them. (well, there's twenty or thirty reasons besides this and explaining them would be like the Golden Gloves of Glory scene in Parappa the Rapper)
Honestly, it hadn't occurred to me that it could be Yes or anything productive could come of it even in the long term, and I've been in this state for at least six years because the only things Australia has innovated on seem to be 'ways to treat refugees poorly' and 'tactile paper money'
There's a Greens thing on today but I don't have time to canvas or money to donate so I'm functionally useless and deeply inclined not to go.
"Uh, G, what about, yanno, moral support and camaraderie?" LMFAO that's what everyone loves Twitter for and Twitter is a bucket of dumpster juice! You think I'm going to risk putting myself in an environment like that in real life??
I know I'm being horrifyingly cynical but besides other things, I'm still in madly-catching-up-on-study mode exacerbated by the last huge mood downer I had. In a very literal sense, I do not have time for another downer. Today, I have to return to an exhibit I've already seen cos it was during said downer and the notes I took last time are incoherent!
I've wasted so much of my life doing things basically amounting to being other people's barely-noticed moral support, I've had it. I don't care if there's a bloody sausage sizzle.
I don't think any of my friends would understand why I've become so withdrawn and hostile if I tried to explain these things to them. (well, there's twenty or thirty reasons besides this and explaining them would be like the Golden Gloves of Glory scene in Parappa the Rapper)
