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Rare public post; hoping someone browsing the tags or a random passer-by will pick this up.

I'm writing fic (!!) and want to resurrect my unused Archive of Our Own account (I barely use DW or LJ and archiving things on Tumblr is a frankly silly idea)

Thing is, I've noticed over time there have been a lot of complaints and drama about the way AO3 and the OTW operates? I believe there was controversy over a poorly-tested AO3 update that resulted in the resignation of an overworked volunteer; recently it's been problems with the tag wrangling?

What I'm getting at here is that I really (REALLY REALLY) want to support OTW and use a fan-made, fan-focused archive, but if the OTW and the archive is going to evaporate due to ongoing drama I don't know, maybe I should stick to DW? Can anyone browsing by let me know exactly what the ongoing issues with the OTW are and how much of an effect it'll have on the AO3? I honestly have no way to tell if it's a serious issue or just a very vocal minority and frankly even if I weren't writing ridiculous pornography right now, I'm curious.

Cheers and thank you my friends.
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As it were, when I have less than ten people on each list and the posting volume's so low....

I am going through a major transition and am in an extremely weird place with interests/fandoms/the Internet/the universe, and it's time to clear my slate. It is by no means anything you did. Peace out.
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It's not much good here as I believe I set up this journal to block search engines, but for future reference:

I was having trouble installing Windows 7 on a newly-built computer as it kept saying that it could not find the drivers for the portable CD/DVD drive I was using, coming up with a window stating "select the driver to be installed" even when I tried putting the setup CD contents on a USB drive.

Thanks to this thread I have discovered the solution: It's nothing to do with a CD or DVD drive specifically, but with Windows having no access to the right SATA drivers. These drivers will have come on a CD with the motherboard if you bought a new one, or you can find them on the internet and put them on a CD or USB--you can also create a new Windows setup disc or USB drive and put these drivers straight on there.

I want to put this somewhere Google can find eventually, as this was driving me bonkers XU I went through so many useless forum threads before I found that one you have no idea. I was even waiting on a slim SATA cable so I could use a different CD drive and if I HAD waited those extra days only to get this window again... omgggggg I can taste blood just thinking about it.

But it's working now. ^_^ I'm suddenly this much closer to having a decent computer at my disposal, woohoo! Just gotta resist the urge to barge in and install Steam....

CYOA

Jul. 11th, 2012 11:38 pm
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crossposted from The Tumblrg

I’m really enjoying YOU CHOSE WRONG, a collection of bad ends from various choose-your-own-adventure books. Thinking back, we had a lot of these around the house over my youth—I have no idea if my siblings thought they were The Business or if it was just the done thing for kids to have them.

When I was but a wee thing, the rest of my family often tried to defeat The Warlock of Firetop Mountain. My dad dismissed it as stupid but mum found the book with the character sheet filled with his handwriting in pencil. I think he got killed by rats or something. (The sequel to this came many years later, when my brother arrived home to find the PS1 and Tomb Raider left on and Lara Croft’s corpse at the bottom of a pit in the first level.)

Some of our books were random volumes out of order without any context for what I was doing; one was even a Battle Book with just pictures of endless sky and the occasional dragon butt. For some reason this never held up my compulsive reading.

My favourite CYOA is The Mystery of the Secret Room because it’s totally boss, it had a wide variety of endings, the bad ends were hilariously dire without actually inducing nightmares (unlike Mystery of Chimney Rock FUCKING CHIMNEY ROCK AND THE ‘NO ENDING’ END AAAAAAAAAAAARGH SPEW) and the artwork is really nice! I love the character designs, especially the protagonist who was this adorable gender-neutral perp with short hair and a pink sweater. If the girl from the future (with wildly-dyed hair, multiple piercings and a leotard natch) had better plot lines (though her plot was still interesting—probably the first “Moral Quandary” I ever encountered—the other paths were so awesome and varied that she was plain outclassed), the book would be pretty much flawless.

Unfortunately, I think most of our books were lost among family split-ups and multiple moves. We even had Inside UFO 54-40 with the infamous Utopia ending, which I figured out almost immediately because I was a cheat and flicked through the books to check out the endings. Ahh… I want to read some now… I wish I could find them in PDF form or something… maybe I’ll just write sappy Secret Room femslash….
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I created a new Tumblr to reply to someone on Twitter because I was sick of having to explain Deep Feels in 140 or less characters. I'll try using it (and this journal) more often. Thus:

Today, I realised I write all my public blog posts/comments using the same formula!

[rambling introduction]

[paragraphs full of commas and ellipses] <- repeat as necessary until:

[One-line overly dramatic summarising zinger]

[Conclusion, meander from the point, apologise for having an opinion, slink off]
This is getting on my tit, so in an effort to break this vicious cycle, I'll try writing some things about things that don't make my writing turn on auto-pilot.

I've been playing Deathspank this week, and this is an excellent place to start. It's a genre of game I have no interest in, directed by a figure in the games industry I hold no nostalgic allegience to. Thus, for me, right now, it's perfect. No preconceptions, no risk of falling so hard for it I crack the foundations and have my house drop on my twattish head--all I have to do is pay attention to which greeblies are rushing at me, remember which weapon is mapped to which button, and stop drinking all my stealth potions by accident.

While I like a lot of silly meaningless shit, I can't stand the phrase 'leave your brain at the door', and describing Deathspank like this would be unfair to it and the efforts its developers went to. That doesn't mean it's not a Diablo-like $10 game slathered with goofy British accents and so far I've laughed out loud at exactly one line ('It makes 'em cranky!'). Beyond it's indie (so not getting into an argument about this word today) roots, it really wouldn't have interested me even a few months ago. I think the indie-ness was the only reason I bought it in the first place and it languished on my hard drive for more than a year before now.

What changed?

A lot did, most of it bad, most of it nothing to do with games.

I feel myself moving towards that formula I described above, heh...

I'll stop disgressing: After a period in which I seriously considered selling my collection and never touching a game again, something as "simple", "gamey" as Deathspank feels a little like learning how to play games again. It's challenging, but not hard, and when I screw up I don't lose hours of progress. It's a forgiving game without being too patronising or too easy. When I'm particularly drained after work I often run Mr Spank into a cloud of ghosts and spin him around making flrprpr noises until he dies--then I take a breath, concentrate and make progress, and I never have to worry if the plot's going to spit in my face (for any reason other than sardonic British comedy at least), or wonder how many people lost their jobs straight after it went gold. It is a little bit of game history of its own, but mostly, it's just fun, and I--the person who hates on marketing for being lazy and whose favourite games are all messed-up depressing flawed masterpieces--for once, even I appreciate that. And it is pretty funny I guess, I kind of nearly giggled when it said poop.
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I had a good birthday! And I'm going to tell you about it, as it's been a while since I've posted about something other than cheese and whine-festivals.

It was once again an uneventful day, but I enjoyed it and spent it in a much happier state of mind than birthdays of the recent past. We went to the road house and had delicious grilled fish with chips and salad for dinner, and the night before we had the family-recipe lemon cheesecake, which is the same lemon shade of yellow that I think urinal cakes used to come in and bears no resemblance to other cheesecake but tastes better than any of them ever had.

On Twitter, I had a habit of asking for nothing except money and entertaining rule 34*; I got $50 in a card from my grandmother, and the internet gave me this photo. I think it's time I marked this request as FILLED before I get into trouble. :D

But out of the blue, my mother gave me, still in its box, the Hoi-Polloi tarot! I mentioned this deck in passing to my mother at least 3 months ago after I went looking for alternate designs (I have US Games' standard deck with the hellaciously ugly back design) and only liked this one. It's 70s as anything and just beautiful. So easy to shuffle, too. :]

The miasma in my head that's made me a real crankypants everywhere (esp. on Twitter) is slowly lifting. I think some autumn-cleaning is in order.


* 'entertaining' is not in fact an euphemism!

WORDS

Mar. 10th, 2012 04:36 pm
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I feel like ass right now, due to second-hand embarrassment--a nonsensical personality flaw of mine is that I feel like shit when I see others I agree with dissed or mocked... oddly, being directly mocked myself rarely has the same effect. Weird!

In an attempt to distract myself (partially successful), here's something that occurred to me 10 minutes ago:

applicable theory )
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I've been watching Fry and Laurie's Jeeves and Wooster with my mother while we eat our dinner. After watching so much of it, I've come to believe that this series demonstrated a very obvious, but essential aspect of plotting and characterisation.

(I have read a few of Wodehouse's original stories but so long ago I'm sticking with the television series like a pleb for this post)

Wooster is not an inherently interesting or sympathetic character--he's a very dim bulb, avoids responsibility, is in turns self-centered and overly idealistic, and to him, hard work (aside from climbing buildings and other such larks) is something that happens to other people while he's throwing bread rolls at other idle gentlemen at the Drones Club.

But thanks to his status and easygoing lifestyle, and the fact Jeeves is in his employ, his friends and acquaintances constantly take advantage of his time, money and apparently the fact that he exists. Last episode I watched had his fiancee break a man's leg with a car, then put him up in Wooster's flat and tell his family that Wooster was driving! His aunts, the closest thing Wooster has to parents or authority figures as far as I've seen, berate him for being useless, yet continue to give him nonsensical and dangerous errands benefiting only them.

When Wooster makes an effort to prevent more shenanigans or to defend himself, everybody talks over him or tells him to stop interrupting. The ongoing comedic intent of this (juggling the Idiot Ball, to use TV Tropes parlance) is obvious, but over a period of time it builds empathy, even sympathy towards him, and leads to a certain satisfaction when Jeeves comes through again.

Most of these figures are harmless (I can't bring myself to like Stiffy though--what a nasty pasty!) and the stories are genteel and always (as far as I've seen anyway) end in the status quo, with Wooster not learning too much from his experiences and never losing more than his pride. But who can't relate to overbearing authority figures giving orders and insults in the same breath? Or charming but irritating friends lumping their woes on them and making their lives hell, and not being able to defend themselves? And so, who wouldn't want someone like Jeeves on their side?

It's all part of the comparatively harmless comedy, and at the same time, it's great storytelling.

I'd love to read fic and meta exploring the relationship between Jeeves and Wooster, but I'll have to be careful looking for it--it's not that finding slash in this fandom would infuriate me, so much as I wouldn't be able to look my mother in the eye. 8D;;;;
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So Hatoful Boyfriend (that pigeon dating game) is hilarious and beautiful

Spoilers are raining from the sky, so if you want to go in clean do it asap. Download it from here!

One of my many favourite things about the game is the player character. Below are slightly spoilerly reasons why (plus a major spoiler at the very end).

Read more... )
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I am trying to warm up my writing muscles--I'm still working on Project F(uck This Is Hard) and other stuff but they're so huge, I keep losing perspective, and my slow progress is demoralising.

So, if you like, give me a prompt and I'll write you a short bit of something. Original prompts and fanfic requests are both okay. You know what I like!

Please don't reply to this with 'Duke Nukem' or 'fetuses' or the ilk, just for a change. You know I hate fun.
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I will make the post re: conSENSUAL and video game links eventually, but I am beat. It will be up Tuesday evening at latest.

I found I liked talking about this stuff a lot :O so as to avoid my-thoughts-on-yaoi-ing panel attendees again, I might have another go at a "real" blog!? But all in good time.

PS: paging [personal profile] eggsbenedict I REMEMBERED WITH A SPOON OF CURRY HALF-WAY TO MY MOUTH THAT I TOTALLY SHIP A GUY AND A BOOK AND I AM A HUGE HYPOCRITE BASICALLY ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

KIRAKIRA~

Nov. 1st, 2011 08:12 am
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I'm unimpressed by people who, whenever there's a pic or a story or other media of a 'traditional' vampire, feel the need to interject 'these are REAL vampires' and 'real vampires don't sparkle' or some shit

Every time!

Unpopular opinion: Glittering skin is a kind of weird, unusual concept for a supernatural creature, and could have been an interesting shtick if the story it was from hadn't achieved Twilight's particular popular-to-creepy ratio.

I dunno, it's just, it's not like people who draw high-fantasy dwarves feel the need to yell REAL DWARVES DON'T LIVE IN THE FOREST AND PLAY THE ACCORDION all the dang time.

Now I'm wondering if there's a seething mass of haters I can't see due to language barriers that is furious about Romance of The Three Kingdoms heroes being turned into cute girls with humongous breasts all the time and flood discussion forums with 'HELL YEAH AND THE REAL LU BU ISN'T A LOLI' oh I dunno I'm gonna go pack
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Hey my peeps

I'm getting rid of some things and I thought I'd start with these:

Issues 4 to 7 of Filament Magazine

This is a pervy mag dedicated to the female gaze! It's still getting off its feet (due to all the bullshit surrounding the ludicrous concept of erotica for women) and I bought a few issues to support it and see what it's like. I'm not likely to re-read these (tl;dr I love the concept but these aren't my preferred flavour of crumpets) but I'd feel bad throwing them out. Complete your collection or fulfill your curiosity! There's a lot of great articles in it too, if you actually do read things for the articles. 83

Cost: Shipping only! I'm more interested in sending them to a good home than recouping money, in this case. Tell me where you live and I will send you the price.

Photos coming soon!

I'll find somewhere to link/repost this later, but I'm posting it here first before I forget (again; been meaning to do this for months now). Feel free to call dibs though.
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I think it would be fun and useful to make an blog about drawing anti-patterns, inspired by whitetrashpalace's popular tutorial. People seem to find the identification of Anime Long Mid-face Syndrome a revelation, so it may be helpful to identify other common pitfalls when adapting from one style to another.

I'm not very good at drawing, though, and not good enough to spot if someone gives bad advice 100% of the time...

Other things I would like to do:

  • Found an Australian lobby group for people who aren't obnoxious Christians or obnoxious atheists.

  • Remix video game music.

  • how to ride a unicycle.

  • Imitate the person on the skateboard down the main street and post it on Youtube.


Ambition!!

HALP

Oct. 4th, 2011 12:36 pm
gb: (you've got a friend in me)
So apparently I'm running a video game panel at conSENSUAL (a new yaoi/yuri 18+ con)? 8D?

This is something I really want to do, actually, but I'm concerned about how to approach the subject. Another person is running an Ace Attorney fandom panel and they've hooked us up suggesting we could run a combined panel into one or as some sort of video games block. I'm not sure if our approaches would be compatible for a single panel--I don't have any love for fandoms that are strong and popular enough to be of mainstream interest to the average congoer to discuss alongside the fearsome juggernaut that is AA. Seriously, I just made a tally of my OTPs (as they are) in my head and if I met myself on a forum I would not stop laughing at myself. (Of course, I'd also think I had amazing taste and I'd offer to buy myself a beer, but I would, wouldn't I?)

I'm going off track here.

I need to figure out what kind of panel I want to run, what I want to say, how to say it in a way that engages the audience, and how I'm going to prepare something like this before panel summaries are due.

Being the fan of obscure shit I am, I'd like to cover video games and genres that normally get skipped over, like non-fandomy games, indie games and mods, things like that.

From what I've seen of the convention websites, it looks like there will be a few non-anime convention regulars attending, so something that doesn't require a knowledge of the greasy inner workings of fandom might be a good way to go...

But really, I am stumped!

The point I'm getting to is, would any of you fine folk have any suggestions? For what subjects to cover, or an approach to take? If any of you have experience running panels (I've been to lots but was only on one, and didn't participate much for various reasons) I would be very interested to hear!
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I wrote the below around last week and read it again today. I feel like making it public.

I'm feeling okay, at the moment, but frustrated with my lack of traction. If anyone has any words, feel free to share.

Subject: I had a nightmare. )
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I'd like to participate in [community profile] fanart_recs but I've got the 'no one shares my fandoms' blues!

Maybe if I watched more Gintama I'd go for that; it seems to have a following on Dreamwidth... but anyway.

Ideas:

NieRRR (natch)
Osu Tatakae Ouendan and Elite Beat Agents
Lupin the Third (actually, that's a good idea...!)
Grasshopper Manufacture
Indie games (though I've moved away from using the term, or rather, seeing indie games as a 'scene'. There's still a lot of rad fanart for them out there!)

I'm also an eensy bit paranoid because the last time I shared fanart en masse someone used it all for icons, crediting the people who made the icon brushes and not the artists. (╬ ಠ益ಠ)

Of course, that was on 4chan when I was far more naive. Ah, regret....

I feel like rambling, but I am working full-time for a while starting next week and I've far too much to do before then.

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